I'm feeling a little weird right now. I don't know why, and I don't know how to explain it. Usually my normal mode is just a calm, happy feeling but lately I've just been feeling a kind of tension. Like something is up, but I don't really know what it is.
That's me. Did you know you can wave your hair with a straight iron? It's true.
And I haven't been acting like normal, either. For whatever reason, I just cannot seem to get motivated. About anything. I am severely procrastinating school work, and I just don't normally do that. Usually I'm the type of person to get a paper written a week ahead, so that I can have a few days to mull it over...now I can't seem to do anything before the day before it's due.
And it's not just school work. I'm not motivated to get stuff done around the house. I usually love doing laundry, and I am totally dreading that I have to go do a load of Jeff's scrubs so that he will have clean clothes to wear tomorrow. I usually love taking the pups to the park, but I just can't seem to get up the gumption to drive them over there and play.
Bleh. I don't know what's up. I guess it's just been one of those kinda couple o' weeks or something.
Anyway, this talk of all the crap I have yet to do is making me feel stressed about all the crap I have to do. So maybe I should go do it.
Oh yeah, I wanted to share my doodles from ethics class today.
That's supposed to be a redwood tree there on the right, by the way. Didn't really come out right.
You would think I wasn't paying attention, but I was. We talked about self-disclosure and other such things today, and it has really gotten me thinking about what I'm going to do with my social networking stuff here in a few months once I start seeing clients. I don't think this blog will be able to continue functioning the way it does... I might have to make it private, but I really hate that. I might have to make a new site and remove all revealing info (names, etc). I don't know...I still need to think about it.
Anyway, that's enough for today. I'm off to wash some scrubs and devise a genogram. Later dudes.

5 comments:
You are gorgeous. I vote that the reason you are acting so strangely is because you are pregnant. :) And very beautiful drawing by the way.
You write a lot.
Stephanie,
I am totally in the same boat right now. I can't do anything and I feel like I am failing all my classes. I have been kinda sick for the past couple of days, but I just feel like completely worn down. You should call me and we can talk about it.
I love you!
Lol, well thank you Alysha! And it would be pretty CRAZY and impossible if I was pregnant. Let's hope not...for now!
Also, I don't know if that is a good or bad thing Brent. But if you think that is a lot, you should see all my other notebooks. You ain't got no idea.
It's called grad school sucking the life out of you! And replacing it with knowledge! About things like ethics. Ugh.
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